(forwarded by: Ate Oyen)

6 years had passed and I still long for you. I still long for your smile, your hugs, your kisses, and most especially your presence. I thought I have accepted, yet I am still in denial. For how long? Until my last breath stops.
The day I heard about your accident, I was stunned. My body was numbed. Everything stopped. I did not hear anyone except myself, crying....crying.....louder....and louder... I was a million of miles away from you. I wanted to fly to take your pain away, yet I can’t. It took me days before I was able to see you finally. Your sight tore my heart. It broke my dreams about you. I wanted to hug you tightly so you could feel that I am home but I didn’t. I did not have the right mind to look at you with all those tubes connected to you. I knew it hurts. I knew you were in pain. I knew you wanted to tell me something but you never had the chance.
The last word s that I heard from you was “Ma, come home. I miss you so much.” It still echoes in my mind. Each day that passes by makes me long for you more and more. I miss everything about you. I miss YOU...I miss my HESEON...The pain that I have within me, made me a better and stronger person. My darling HESEON, you might have gone before me but I am sure that soon we will be together again, and this time it would be forever.
Thank you for those wonderful years that you made me happy. Thank you for coming into our lives. Thank you for teaching me to love unconditionally, to endure and face all trials in life. And above all thank you for giving me the essence of motherhood. I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL..